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Saturday, April 24, 2010

Sorry for the sudden mia .
Dad giving attitude , i no mood on comp .

21st Ap ;

Sch ,
English oral affected by my throat .
Stupid mango, stupid vanessa.
home , compass point.
Stupid idiot anyhow come kp ppl -.- ,
Fuck la.

22nd Ap ;

Bused to sch ,
Attitude from that bastard .
Thanks for trying to help by taking away the pen-knifes mel .
I was foolish, i was stupid, ididn'tknow what to do.
talk w pork .
LOL , she got sexy voice man O: .
Chinese oral , use English words , so couldn't get my 20 m. );
Art club damn funny .
Thanks for the yogurt pork :D .
Vanessa : Fuck you slut .
Me : Fuck you slug <3 !
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Vanessa : Eh , you know mother wanted to name you slut, but she pity you no deek .
Me : Eh , you know mother wanted to name you slug, cos you come out that time, got alot of slimy stuff, like slug got, somemore got rainbow colour, butt colour , etcetc .

SO funny la .
Doodle on the piece that we mounting , will get it back by end of the year .
Limbuz is mine ! RAWRR !
Thanks for cheering me up all of you (: .
Bused home w. Claudia .
Yay ! :D , got bus partner again .
Stupid bastard -'- .

23rd Ap ;

Talktalktalk .
smsmsmsms .
Stupid ____ pissing me off -.- ,
Lessons bore.!
Art did my thingum.
The cloth one look like shitz .
Stupid bitch come la .
Want drop the thing purposely say la, don'tneed act gl la -.- ,
Only know how gossip about ppl, but don'tdare admit.
Whatthefuck ?
Your brain got problem uh ?
Always say ppl gossip abt you, well, you're no better, you gossip 24/7 la !
Sleeping also gossip w your dream friend .
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Thanks for all the ;mua mel, vanessa, feli & etc .
Went to hug your during science.
LOL,
Hug mel, then vanessa, clarice, angel, feli , maddie, jas idon'tknow she where all come cuddle .
Thanks for cheering me up .
You guys know that i've been moody this days & put up w it .
bused w Claudia home.
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Sorry to those that i've given you my bitchy attitude. You also don'tknow the reason i'm like this, so just wanna say sorry. Idon'tknow what to do, everything is happening too fast, so much happened, & there's not much that i could have held on to. It's life you might say, it's bullshit i would say.

J,
idon'tknow what you're thinking. One moment, i text you, you reply, the next, you don't. Please don't tell me that you were bored at the time you replied & just wanted me to entertain you. Am i really just a entertainer, a toy to you ? Must it be this way ? I called you the other day was not cos i wanted to hear your voice, wtv. But was cos i didn't know who to turn to, who to trust, who to tell all these, except you. I just knew it inside, that you'd reply, but the other days, you didn't, instead, left me there all by myself. I tried talking to you J, you wouldn't reply, what am i suppose to do ? I want you so bad, i need you. & you won't even tell my why you're doing this to me. It hurts deep down. You just don'tknow how many times i cried cos of you. Mr Chan, Sabby, SohYee, Vanessa, etcetc all know. They saw, but you didn't. I wasn't crying cos i wanted your attention, it was cos i didn't was to cut my wrist, we promised ea/ other not to be depressed, you wouldn't remember that. But i'd remember every word you said. I need you now, but where are you ? You left me again. How much do i mean to you ? Nothing, i know. Then why do i still hold on ? I felt so happy when you replied my text the other day, even though daddy was giving me attitude & all, & my _____ hurt so much, i was jumping around, screaming. Why ? Cos you replied. & it had been a long time since you did . I couldn't sleep. That's how much i need you. You make me happy in the worst of times. You are the only one who can. He couldn't , but you can. You can make me so happy & so sad, you know how to play w my heart, mind & sould. I gave it all to you. If you really don'twant me in you life, you should just say so, & stop keeping me in my dreamland, thinking that you still care. Cos you don't, & never will. I know, its just the way you've always been. Goodbye.

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