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i'm telling you this, `cos idw you to get worried about me.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
maybe you know, & maybe you don't,i changed the quiz time so it won't block my post. changed colour, alot. another time, if i have the chance, i'll take out my notebook, seat down& blog everything in my notebook, if i can even make out what i wrote since i poured water all over it hoping that nobody will ever be able to read it. how stupid can i get? i keep feeling so weak nowadays, alothough i can high, but inside, i feel like dying. ):): i'm just a ulgy toad that no one will ever love. geeh, why are you so stupid as to think that anyone would even love you? they're all basically using you for their own gains& dumping you once they had their fun. i wish i could talk to mel`mummy right now, i'm sure she'ld know what to do. i'm really sorry janice. i can't hold on anymore. ): i just can't help it. besides c-ing, i can't doing anything else to keep my mind of the shit. i know you won't want me doing this stuff, but, yeah. screw yourself, clara. you just keep on making people worried about you. -.- stop wasting their time. your just a loner, you don't belong anywhere except loser island. suddenly i like playing the psp. it kills my soul. (: currently excited over the matter that i'm g'na see felichuu` bestbest tomorrow. ^^ obvly at the park where some old balding man will come& give a crappy no life-er talk. all just B.U.L.L.S.H.Y.I.T . at least going there will let me see bestbest. :D will you just leave me alone? idw&ideny. you don't belong with me. i know you don't really care about me, nobody does. thats a fact i found out way long ago. i've gotten used to it. you're just doing all this outta sympaty for a stupid ass loser like me. why do i even bother loving you when you'll never love me they way i love you. you'll never see me. you'll only see her. guess its time to say goodbye to all the butterflys& almost heart attacks. if its goodbye, why isn't it good? l: mummy confiscated my phone anyway, its on pin lock. con for 3mths. ;cry my life's a bore without sms-ing. but atleast she said if i could get ; >200 for psle, i get a laptop. >210 for psle, she sign unlimited sms. >230 for psle, all expense paid trip to japan ( somewhere with snow. ) the trip i'm not so confident. but the laptop&unlimited sms i'm sure i'll be able to do it. ^^. hopfully, daddy won't make me angry . maybe i could talk to albert. the way he counselled me the other time really made me feel so much better. :D Xie.X albert daddy! ♥ right now, i need to go to PS , hopefully with money to buy my necklace lah. & hopefully i won't bomb my money again next year, i'm seriously planning to go on a shopping spree with mel`moomi next year if her mum allows. & i still haven't bought all of the chrismas presents for LOVES. screw. i'm broke with holes in my pocket. i suddenly keep on thinking about j*. i remember, i used to have a super big crush on you. but now, i know, that its worthless loving someone that doesn't feel the same way. i saw A*'s photo :D . he's so damm hot. ^^. ohkay, this is happy part while the next is saddening. ):): i'm trying my best to forget about that asshole.C* he used me. ):): lucky i wasn't stupid to give in. i just wish mrs sim could tell me what i should do. i didn't think that it'll be this easy, maybe i don't really love you S.a ; thats a good thing, right? you know, i've wrote more then 30 over letters for you. that time when i met you, i placed the letter in the bag, but in the end, when you took it, i forgot about my liondearest& ended up taking the letter back. why am i such a coward? ):): i never used to be like this. screw yourself, clara. ):): please, don't even bother asking me why i'm like this now, cos i myself don't even know, ohkay ? imyvm ; ben, although i only knew you for 2weeks, you were the best, excluding crus&star. (: aiyahh, love you all :D . i got you into trouble, & yet you still said all those kind words to me. LOVE(: right now, i really can't be bothered about g.ys anymore. so just leave me alone. idw to go out. going to bugis ytd alr made me feel like fainting, lucky mummy was there to support me. l: not i bet i'ld have fainted flat& people steping on me. killing me in 5min. ohkay, why am i so negetive this few days? think positive ! ^^. you're meeting up with bestbest tomorrow. so stop being like this! throw that stupid pen.fe away! it'll hurt you only even more. ohkay positive part now ; but they look so chio :D . i'm falling in love with them. can't blame me. teewhee (: . goodbye, i'll see you tomorrow bestbest. |
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