it was a totally wrond decision to think tht you would actualy still wna be my fren.

you dn even mean wht you say.

i cant trust you anymre.

whenever i think of you, i only think of your bad points.

nv th good.

i really miss you alot.

but you just keep on hurting me.

lying to me& tht will only make me hate you more.

im sorry.

i really am.

but i just cant go back to the way we used to be.

if i ask you whether you still remember how we got to be bestfriends, will you still remember?

you cant!

i told you everything, from my deepest down secrets to my suckish life.

i thought you would be different.

maybe i just shouldnt have been your friend.

ever since i became your friend, i lost more friends, almost all my friends, and why?

you say all those crap things when you dont even mean it one bit!

im sorry, i knw it was my fault to tell.

but i know that you've told my secrets too.

its only one, and how many for you, idk.

maybe i dont understand what that means to you, but you just wont let it go, will you?

seeing you today, eating from the same table as you.

it felt so werid, when it was actually part of my life doing it with you.

everything around me changed. you influence me, and i let in.

i really dont know why, but you were the bestfriend i had.

at least i when i was telling you my secrets, i felt calm, i trusted& knew you would never ever repeat the words that i said again.

when everyone around me is againist you, i was with you.

but now i know that you were just using me as a replacement for char..

i understand that now you have other friends.

you no longer need me :l ;